That's what I will try to do. What I will not do is discuss politics
or religion in any terms other than the most general and only to the extent
that they flow from whatever else I may discuss. I find that the former becomes more tiresome
with each passing day and the latter more divisive, and this in a world where
the two seem to be fusing together. As for both of those topics I will
simply write that I once heard columnist and Pulitzer Prize winner George Will,
a man whose intellect I respect and with whom I rarely agree, state that he
would be an atheist if he had a bit more courage. He chose agnosticism, and while I won’t
claim any more courage than Mr. Will, I did not. But I understand the dilemma.
So with all of that out of the way,
I humbly begin with this, my first entry:
And I see her and she sees me and
“Don’t look at me,” is what I don’t say because I want…I want…I want what?...
to be. She lives in my head because I
wrote her with my hand. I never should
have written her. But I did just that. I wrote her as surely and as finely and as
truly and as passionately as any painter or sculptor has ever rendered any
subject. I wrote her with rich colors,
subtle shades and lines and delicate alabaster contours that end nowhere and
begin there again. I would not, could
not merely write about her because about her wouldn’t touch her, about her
wouldn’t penetrate into her and spill her light onto the world. She is as I see her. As I choose to see her.
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